Thanks for all the sweet words yesterday/this morning, I really REALLY needed that. It is amazing what a nice long cry to sleep and a 5 mile run can do to clear my head. I seriously haven't run that far in a long long time, but once I started I just kept going and going and going. When I got home, I broke down in the shower again- I guess I'm just having trouble dealing with it all on top of the stress of school. I got out in the sun a little today too and I'm starting to see a tan develop so hopefully it's not season change related.
I made chocolate chip cookies tonight, so this may placate my mood some more. And the last time I was home, my mother sent me on my way with 60% Ghirardelli dark chocolate chips... yum :) Combine that with ACM awards and I'm on my way back to my normal-ish self.
So.... I'm still waiting, wishing, and hoping. Thanks again for all your kind words and for reading.