Sunday, April 3, 2011

Back to "normal"

Thanks for all the sweet words yesterday/this morning, I really REALLY needed that.  It is amazing what a nice long cry to sleep and a 5 mile run can do to clear my head.  I seriously haven't run that far in a long long time, but once I started I just kept going and going and going.  When I got home, I broke down in the shower again- I guess I'm just having trouble dealing with it all on top of the stress of school.  I got out in the sun a little today too and I'm starting to see a tan develop so hopefully it's not season change related.

I made chocolate chip cookies tonight, so this may placate my mood some more.  And the last time I was home, my mother sent me on my way with 60% Ghirardelli dark chocolate chips... yum :)  Combine that with ACM awards and I'm on my way back to my normal-ish self.

So.... I'm still waiting, wishing, and hoping. Thanks again for all your kind words and for reading.

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad you're feeling better! I can't imagine the stress you are under. The deployment makes it so much worse. I know what you mean when you said "I just want to make him feel better," I've been feeling that way a lot lately. It's so frustrating to feel helpless! Our guys do appreciate us just being there for them, and that's all that matters. Good luck with your school work, hope you hear some good deployment news soon!